HOLLOW

"LIFE IS EMPTY..." this is what I feel recently.
Being apart from friends who really understand me make me feel lonely,I have to be very cautious to everyone,as I barely have a alliance with anyone especially in my work,this has cause me to be a" double heads snake" in my relationship with my colleagues , someone stabs the other back and I BECOME THE INTERMEDIATE ,ALL I HOPE IS TO BE FREE FROM THIS SITUATION.because I will know when will be my turns of being the topic of gossip.
"WHY PEOPLE WOULD HURT SOMEONE FROM THE BACK JUST BECAUSE OF SOME WORDS THAT THEY USE?"
But luckily I manage to escape from this situation recently as I always get back earlier on my normal working time.
I KEEP ON THINKING what should I DO DURING THIS FREE PERIOD?
Perhaps I SHOULD SAVE MORE MONEY AND BUY MYSELF A NOTEBOOK WHICH I CAN SPENT MY TIME WISELY TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WORLD.

"YOU CAN BLAME THE WORLD,BUT WHEN THE TIME HAVE COME,YOU HAVE TO LET GO"

I MUST ENJOY THIS LIFE,not to suffer from it, as we know really well that we are just nothing after our life end.