To the future me

Dear future me,
it might sound funny one day if you are reading this again.So I create an alter egos to give u some advice whenever you feel weak.
These are some of the advice:
1. Always bold to take risk even with the slightest chance, go all the ways you can,even the trick might be a little dirty.
2. Always have extreme self confidence, do not live in the shadow of anyone,if they are superior than you. Try overpower them.
3.Always be nice to anyone,no matter who they are,how your past related with them.
4.Always remember wealth is nothing if they are not spend well with the right ways.
5.Always have a sense of humor,bright up your life,bright up the other.
6.Love your competitor and learn from them. Make your competitors from foes to friends
7.Live everyday like your last day in this world.
8.Don't envy people that have more,make these people feel that they have less when they are without you.
9.make people need you instead of you need them.
10.Always maximize the profit even some might say it is selfish.

The Other You.

我不想后悔

努力改变生活，
因为我不想一成不变。
努力改变自己，
因为我不想一直依赖他人。
努力改变世界，
因为我不想地球继续受到伤害。
努力改变他人，
因为我不想他们以自我为中心来生存。

作为人，
因该让世界更美好。
作为人，
因该让人与人摩擦更少。
作为人，
因该让生活变得越来越美妙。
作为人，
因该让自己不后悔，不轻易被打倒。

朋友

好想尝试以中文来写，
就说最近开斋节假期时的感受吧。
这个假期，很多中六的朋友都回来了。
虽然如此，还是无法和所有的朋友见面，有些不知所踪，有些忙着赶功课，有些忙应酬，拍拖，各种原因，但愿有机会可以共聚。
也许分隔几地后，人才会懂得珍惜，就因为距离与思念才把人拉得更近，所幸有像facebook这样的交友网站，联系彼此的感情，让家人，朋友，恋人的关系得以保存。
相信很多人都会赞同和久未见面的朋友共聚一番，交换各自的经历和成就，因为人重视和他人的牵绊，让自己不寂寞，空虚。
在最近的聚会当中，我体会到面对面聊天远比网上聊天来得精彩，一切爱恨情仇在面对面展现出来远比网上聊天更戏剧化，更有味道。朋友间的争论与骂架如能重温也蛮爽快，若我有与任何人有任何以化解的恩怨，欢迎回来再争论一遍，也许我们的争论技巧可以获得提升，来面对未来的竞争者。与此同时检讨自己的行为，提升人格。但我想多数人不敢接受挑战吧，我想这番话可以省起来。
如果朋友之间没有争论，那可以肯定里面包含了不少虚假成分，毕竟实话经常躲在难听的话背后，只在于你是否发觉它而已。

University life

After abandoning this blog for months,I think I should update something about myself.
University life is getting complicated and tough especially dealing with financial problems, a lot of stuff need money,(society,co-curriculum ,daily expenses and fuel)always feel cheated whenever there is a hidden charge for these and that,petrol price increase again,and surely it will be followed by inflation,I don't know my money would be enough to cover these expenses.Furthermore, I still have to pay for expenses in my home,with the limited amount of money from PTPTN ,I don't know how long I can withstand .With this reason, I cannot join any club that I think interesting.I would just hope I can get more money.

While for social networking, I think I am still ok with that,just always forgot some of the people name and really frustrated when I tried to recall their name.I am also feel like I suddenly become the ambassador for N.T however I might miss certain part and some question just cracks my head.I feel happy with this whole bunch of new friends,I am so proud I can understand so many dialect,except those Sarawakian with their "fuzhou" dialect.Yet there is something I sad about that is still a barrier in Malay and Chinese,even among the Chinese there is still group in 2 gang,"the penang gang" and "the ipoh gang" ,only a few of each gang can get along with each other ,it is just the dialect used is different but both gang is far apart even we still have so many choices of language that we can communicate.

For homework,most of them I have to refer to my friends work before I can do it on my own.Luckily,I am not the one who just copy blindly from my friends.But when comes to exam ,everything changes.I barely answer the question right,especially that requires answering technique and there is always mistake by careless and using the wrong formula.Some even worse that I didn't understand the question and situation at all.

While I hope I can solve my problem by next semester, and hope life would be easier and I can change it to a better enviroment.

Another chapter in life

Kindergarten ----start in 1994
Primary school----start in 1996
Secondary school----start in 2002
Tertiary school----start in 2009

NOW the whole new chapter is about to begin
looking people around me,quite a lot of them get their partner(the season where oxytocin spread?)
spending money like hell(seem like they can use hell notes in real life),
get extreme experience from whatever games
LIFE IS NO LONGER BORED IN THEIR WORLD

I have no idea of what is coming? and somehow I feel I have lost the path.
I JUST WANT MY THINGS GET SETTLED
At the same time,I will miss my friends who will be scattered in all over Malaysia
I hope they will colour their own pages of life and when we meet again ,we will see their colourful story in future.

All the best, my friends.
I will appreciate our friendship forever
I will never forget whatever hardship that we encountered and the sweet memories when we are together.

GOD! U FOOL ME ON APRIL'S FOOL

Early in the morning , I wake up to go to pay the summons and renew my license.

This is the time when the start to fool me.

After I got to Seberang Jaya,my instinct tell me that the jpj is around the Seberang Jaya roundabout, yet I go round there for a few times and did not see any sign of it is around there,so I called Wei Cheang for direction,and I end up straying around in Prai so I decided to ask a resident nearby and finally get what Wei Cheang mean.So I go to there by passing sunway carnival,but it is the opposite direction of what the residents say,and i was loooking for the paths and signboard that I can make a "u"turn,and I DID NOT NOTICE A DIVIDER IN FRONT OF ME AND...I hit it and felt....

LUCKILY,THERE IS SOMEONE THERE TO PULL ME TO THE ROADSIDE OR I might be hit by a lorry which did not manage to avoid me.

AFTER ALL ,I WAIT FOR MY UNCLE TO FETCH ME AND I WAS SENT TO HOSPITAL

What make me angry is when I finally find the signboard of jpj,it is covered by a big tree and there is only be possible to find it only from certain direction."so what is the goverment's minds made of ?what is the point of a signboard if it is not shown clearly to the public?"

and the government hospital really suck,i told the doctor that i am a waiter and I NEED TO WALK ALL THE TIME SO I NEED SOME REST,and what he reply me that is "YOU HAVE NO BROKEN BONES IN YOUR LEG ,SO YOU CAN WORK" I HAVE TWISTED MY ANKLE AND THE DEEP WOUND ON MY TOE THAT MAKE ME CAN'T WEAR A SHOE PROPERLY, that is called I CAN WORK?

FINALLY , I GO TO THE PANEL DOCTOR OF THE COMPANY AND GET 2 DAYS LEAVE AND I GET ANOTHER 1 DAY LEAVE FROM THE COMPANY

DILEMMA

THE RESULT IS OUT!!!

BUT it is still not the end of my worries.
what is confusing me is to choose the course and university .

YET, it is still a gamble of life.

HOW I GONNA CHANGE THIS?
WHO CAN HELP ME?
WHAT STRATEGY CAN I USE?

~What course I should choose 1st?
~Which university should I choose?

These question keep bugging me and i have onli 10 days to make this decision.
And I have to work, do I really have the time to consider carefully the decision that I make?
I am quite weak especially making a huge decision like this,

Can anyone help me?Can anyone give me some guidance?