HOLLOW

"LIFE IS EMPTY..." this is what I feel recently.
Being apart from friends who really understand me make me feel lonely,I have to be very cautious to everyone,as I barely have a alliance with anyone especially in my work,this has cause me to be a" double heads snake" in my relationship with my colleagues , someone stabs the other back and I BECOME THE INTERMEDIATE ,ALL I HOPE IS TO BE FREE FROM THIS SITUATION.because I will know when will be my turns of being the topic of gossip.
"WHY PEOPLE WOULD HURT SOMEONE FROM THE BACK JUST BECAUSE OF SOME WORDS THAT THEY USE?"
But luckily I manage to escape from this situation recently as I always get back earlier on my normal working time.
I KEEP ON THINKING what should I DO DURING THIS FREE PERIOD?
Perhaps I SHOULD SAVE MORE MONEY AND BUY MYSELF A NOTEBOOK WHICH I CAN SPENT MY TIME WISELY TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WORLD.

"YOU CAN BLAME THE WORLD,BUT WHEN THE TIME HAVE COME,YOU HAVE TO LET GO"

I MUST ENJOY THIS LIFE,not to suffer from it, as we know really well that we are just nothing after our life end.

To be ME

People always say i am lack of my own personality and easily swayed by friends.I really have to consider this matter seriously or i will become a "public puppet"or "public remote control" to everyone.I dare not to protest to anyone even I am not satisfy with their action,just not to become an enemy to anyone.If I have ever be "anti-"someone, then I WANT TO THAT PERSON FOR HELPING ME TO GET MY RIGHT BY MY OWN COURAGE

YET,this weakness has not been very bad to me,cause it get me away from a lot of unnecessary arguement and even win the heart of someone.People who know me well will be sure understand my feeling when I HAVE TO FACE PROBLEMS ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM ALONE.They always know I will always seek for their opinions and even annoy them(have to say sorry to them)

Now,it is the time for me to grow up,to make a wise decision with my very own though, not to be influenced by any words.Hopefully,the decision that I make will not let me down