朋友

好想尝试以中文来写，
就说最近开斋节假期时的感受吧。
这个假期，很多中六的朋友都回来了。
虽然如此，还是无法和所有的朋友见面，有些不知所踪，有些忙着赶功课，有些忙应酬，拍拖，各种原因，但愿有机会可以共聚。
也许分隔几地后，人才会懂得珍惜，就因为距离与思念才把人拉得更近，所幸有像facebook这样的交友网站，联系彼此的感情，让家人，朋友，恋人的关系得以保存。
相信很多人都会赞同和久未见面的朋友共聚一番，交换各自的经历和成就，因为人重视和他人的牵绊，让自己不寂寞，空虚。
在最近的聚会当中，我体会到面对面聊天远比网上聊天来得精彩，一切爱恨情仇在面对面展现出来远比网上聊天更戏剧化，更有味道。朋友间的争论与骂架如能重温也蛮爽快，若我有与任何人有任何以化解的恩怨，欢迎回来再争论一遍，也许我们的争论技巧可以获得提升，来面对未来的竞争者。与此同时检讨自己的行为，提升人格。但我想多数人不敢接受挑战吧，我想这番话可以省起来。
如果朋友之间没有争论，那可以肯定里面包含了不少虚假成分，毕竟实话经常躲在难听的话背后，只在于你是否发觉它而已。

University life

After abandoning this blog for months,I think I should update something about myself.
University life is getting complicated and tough especially dealing with financial problems, a lot of stuff need money,(society,co-curriculum ,daily expenses and fuel)always feel cheated whenever there is a hidden charge for these and that,petrol price increase again,and surely it will be followed by inflation,I don't know my money would be enough to cover these expenses.Furthermore, I still have to pay for expenses in my home,with the limited amount of money from PTPTN ,I don't know how long I can withstand .With this reason, I cannot join any club that I think interesting.I would just hope I can get more money.

While for social networking, I think I am still ok with that,just always forgot some of the people name and really frustrated when I tried to recall their name.I am also feel like I suddenly become the ambassador for N.T however I might miss certain part and some question just cracks my head.I feel happy with this whole bunch of new friends,I am so proud I can understand so many dialect,except those Sarawakian with their "fuzhou" dialect.Yet there is something I sad about that is still a barrier in Malay and Chinese,even among the Chinese there is still group in 2 gang,"the penang gang" and "the ipoh gang" ,only a few of each gang can get along with each other ,it is just the dialect used is different but both gang is far apart even we still have so many choices of language that we can communicate.

For homework,most of them I have to refer to my friends work before I can do it on my own.Luckily,I am not the one who just copy blindly from my friends.But when comes to exam ,everything changes.I barely answer the question right,especially that requires answering technique and there is always mistake by careless and using the wrong formula.Some even worse that I didn't understand the question and situation at all.

While I hope I can solve my problem by next semester, and hope life would be easier and I can change it to a better enviroment.

Another chapter in life

Kindergarten ----start in 1994
Primary school----start in 1996
Secondary school----start in 2002
Tertiary school----start in 2009

NOW the whole new chapter is about to begin
looking people around me,quite a lot of them get their partner(the season where oxytocin spread?)
spending money like hell(seem like they can use hell notes in real life),
get extreme experience from whatever games
LIFE IS NO LONGER BORED IN THEIR WORLD

I have no idea of what is coming? and somehow I feel I have lost the path.
I JUST WANT MY THINGS GET SETTLED
At the same time,I will miss my friends who will be scattered in all over Malaysia
I hope they will colour their own pages of life and when we meet again ,we will see their colourful story in future.

All the best, my friends.
I will appreciate our friendship forever
I will never forget whatever hardship that we encountered and the sweet memories when we are together.

GOD! U FOOL ME ON APRIL'S FOOL

Early in the morning , I wake up to go to pay the summons and renew my license.

This is the time when the start to fool me.

After I got to Seberang Jaya,my instinct tell me that the jpj is around the Seberang Jaya roundabout, yet I go round there for a few times and did not see any sign of it is around there,so I called Wei Cheang for direction,and I end up straying around in Prai so I decided to ask a resident nearby and finally get what Wei Cheang mean.So I go to there by passing sunway carnival,but it is the opposite direction of what the residents say,and i was loooking for the paths and signboard that I can make a "u"turn,and I DID NOT NOTICE A DIVIDER IN FRONT OF ME AND...I hit it and felt....

LUCKILY,THERE IS SOMEONE THERE TO PULL ME TO THE ROADSIDE OR I might be hit by a lorry which did not manage to avoid me.

AFTER ALL ,I WAIT FOR MY UNCLE TO FETCH ME AND I WAS SENT TO HOSPITAL

What make me angry is when I finally find the signboard of jpj,it is covered by a big tree and there is only be possible to find it only from certain direction."so what is the goverment's minds made of ?what is the point of a signboard if it is not shown clearly to the public?"

and the government hospital really suck,i told the doctor that i am a waiter and I NEED TO WALK ALL THE TIME SO I NEED SOME REST,and what he reply me that is "YOU HAVE NO BROKEN BONES IN YOUR LEG ,SO YOU CAN WORK" I HAVE TWISTED MY ANKLE AND THE DEEP WOUND ON MY TOE THAT MAKE ME CAN'T WEAR A SHOE PROPERLY, that is called I CAN WORK?

FINALLY , I GO TO THE PANEL DOCTOR OF THE COMPANY AND GET 2 DAYS LEAVE AND I GET ANOTHER 1 DAY LEAVE FROM THE COMPANY

DILEMMA

THE RESULT IS OUT!!!

BUT it is still not the end of my worries.
what is confusing me is to choose the course and university .

YET, it is still a gamble of life.

HOW I GONNA CHANGE THIS?
WHO CAN HELP ME?
WHAT STRATEGY CAN I USE?

~What course I should choose 1st?
~Which university should I choose?

These question keep bugging me and i have onli 10 days to make this decision.
And I have to work, do I really have the time to consider carefully the decision that I make?
I am quite weak especially making a huge decision like this,

Can anyone help me?Can anyone give me some guidance?

FIRST POST OF MY VERY FIRST NOTEBOOK

This is the first time I post with joy.
the very first notebook I buy with my hard earn money.This is my proud and I enjoy it.
Yet,this notebook does not seem endear anyone
my colleague does not seem happy with that,some of them just say "this brand is not good,...." "why you buy at so expensive price..." blah blah blah...
At first, I was swayed by them.But one of my colleague say "since he have bought it,there is no point of arguing which is good, which is bad" and I am convienced by her word.
I think"this is my notebook,as long as I TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT,IT IS STILL A GOOD NOTEBOOK " This does not matter of what you say,as you do not know much about it,as all your source of information is what you heard from your friends.
Well,my new laptop is a sony vaio ns series, hopefully I have made a right choice this time

HOLLOW

"LIFE IS EMPTY..." this is what I feel recently.
Being apart from friends who really understand me make me feel lonely,I have to be very cautious to everyone,as I barely have a alliance with anyone especially in my work,this has cause me to be a" double heads snake" in my relationship with my colleagues , someone stabs the other back and I BECOME THE INTERMEDIATE ,ALL I HOPE IS TO BE FREE FROM THIS SITUATION.because I will know when will be my turns of being the topic of gossip.
"WHY PEOPLE WOULD HURT SOMEONE FROM THE BACK JUST BECAUSE OF SOME WORDS THAT THEY USE?"
But luckily I manage to escape from this situation recently as I always get back earlier on my normal working time.
I KEEP ON THINKING what should I DO DURING THIS FREE PERIOD?
Perhaps I SHOULD SAVE MORE MONEY AND BUY MYSELF A NOTEBOOK WHICH I CAN SPENT MY TIME WISELY TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE WORLD.

"YOU CAN BLAME THE WORLD,BUT WHEN THE TIME HAVE COME,YOU HAVE TO LET GO"

I MUST ENJOY THIS LIFE,not to suffer from it, as we know really well that we are just nothing after our life end.

To be ME

People always say i am lack of my own personality and easily swayed by friends.I really have to consider this matter seriously or i will become a "public puppet"or "public remote control" to everyone.I dare not to protest to anyone even I am not satisfy with their action,just not to become an enemy to anyone.If I have ever be "anti-"someone, then I WANT TO THAT PERSON FOR HELPING ME TO GET MY RIGHT BY MY OWN COURAGE

YET,this weakness has not been very bad to me,cause it get me away from a lot of unnecessary arguement and even win the heart of someone.People who know me well will be sure understand my feeling when I HAVE TO FACE PROBLEMS ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM ALONE.They always know I will always seek for their opinions and even annoy them(have to say sorry to them)

Now,it is the time for me to grow up,to make a wise decision with my very own though, not to be influenced by any words.Hopefully,the decision that I make will not let me down

NEW YEAR ,NEW HOPE

"Waiting for so long queue,just to have a reunion dinner in a restaurant "is what I saw in my working place.That's mean I have work so hard to fulfill every customer request,and this cause me to have bare rest.AND FINALLY....it ends.FINALLY to have a well nice rest without have to worry about how fatigue I am to continue this job.
With the lectures (hypnosis) of the CEO of the company,I get a lots of information (before I dosed off),"for everything YOU DO ,you need to know why you are doing this?"
So, for this year,I hope I can get my desire course and get what I need before enter to university and get to know a lots of new friend.